Cukuplah tajuk menceritakan segalanya. Ye. Fiqa rindu dia, so? [8 tak salah pun kan? Em. Who can comfort me right now? He's the only one that can cherish my day. Please. I don't want to create another fake smiles tomorrow. I just wanna be happy. It's gonna be 4 days to go, for my memorable day. And I want to be truly happy. Not faking the happiness. April 22nd, please be good to me, I'll appreciate that. Ahh. Penatlah. Sume kata faham Fiqa, tapi kata Fiqa tak faham diorang. Dah kudrat Ilahi, I'm just the only child in the family, siapa Fiqa ada? I got no sisters, no brothers, and when I got closed to people, they think, I'm just the ATTENTION SEEKER which I'm 100% not. And diorang je Fiqa luahkan segala apa Fiqa rasa. And one more thing, I USED TO BE COLDHEARTED BEFORE, I'm scared I'll be coldhearted again. I am not even a SPOILT BRAT. Pssh (._.) Fiqa dah biasa dengan kesusahan before this, the HISTORY of my life, no one knows. Macam mana Fiqa dari kecil, NO ONE KNOWS. so don't judge me like that, dalam fikiran Fiqa, no one knows what I'm thinking about, what I felt inside. CUKUPLAH Fiqa jadi lembut, cukup untuk semuanya. I'll keep on thinking about myself, from now on. Penatlah, Fiqa penat sangat2.
Tengok, kan dah lari tajuk.
I am missing him badly now, can I try to be ego? I dont wanna let him know how sad am I right now, how much I'm missing him. The only thing that I wanna him to see is my smiles, that I always promise to him, to be happy.
Ya Allah, kuatkan aku. Untuk aku tempuh hari-hari aku tanpa dia. Berikanlah aku kebahagiaan, keceriaan kat hati ni. Aku amat merindui hamba-Mu yg satu tu, ya Allah.
(T.T)
Fiqa dilahirkan lemah didalam hati ini, bukan tak pernah nak jadi kuat, tapi akhirnya hati fiqa akan keras. Fiqa taknak keraskan hati Fiqa. Fiqa sangat rindu kat dia. </3 Sakitnya. 3 minggu, tolong cepat berlalu.
p.s: sumpah takde mood. maaflah. bye. and MDD, iloveyousomuch. Fiqa tahan diri Fiqa untuk tak text Ly. Maafkan Fiqa, Fiqa rindu & cinta kat Ly sangat2. Salam.
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