Friday, 20 April 2012

Untuk MDD

Khas untuk Ly ['; </3



Mirwana- Andaiku Pergi



p.s: ditujukan untuk MDD [': Fiqa cintakan Ly untuk selamanya <3 maaf hati Fiqa tertutup. Hanya Ly je Fiqa cinta <3

True #2


That's me. How much I'm trying to be away, but I'm closer to him than usual. I can't, I just can't let him go, anymore. Because I love him <3

p.s: i'll show you what EGO is. ^^

Thursday, 19 April 2012

True.

Assalamualaikum & Hi [:

Just nak berkongsi pandangan tentang solat isthikharah dan jodoh.

Betul ke kalau kita mimpi seseorang itu setelah solat isthikharah bermaksud and bermakna dia adalah jodoh mutlak kita? Jawapan dia salah. 


Kalau nak tahu kenapa?
Baca kt sini [:


http://myibrah.com/mimpi-setelah-solat-istikharah

Lebih baik mencari and memilih dengan mengkaji orang itu, daripada mempercayai mimpi-mimpi itu kerana kemungkinan besar itu mainan tidur and itu hanya datang dari pemikiran kita pada siang hari. Tak semestinya seseorang yang muncul dalam mimpi itu adalah yang terbaik dan sometimes, it can be the worst ever. permata yang sebenar masih tersembunyi dan suatu hari akan ditunjukkan oleh Allah SWT [: <3




Bukan untuk tunjuk hebat, tetapi jodoh ditulis oleh Allah SWT. dan Fiqa yakin dengan jodoh Fiqa. Bukan masanya sekarang, tetapi nanti. Just sekarang mahu suci kan diri daripada hati yang busuk dan just be myself, that's what people love more. Even Kak Long Qila mengaku, dari luaran maybe Fiqa tak sesuai untuk didekati, tetapi setelah berkawan dengan Fiqa, dia mengaku yang Fiqa ada baiknya, didalam, hati yang murni *blush* thank you kawan. and thanks kat sab and kak long sebab support Fiqa time Fiqa jatuh dan rebah. Thank you so much. SAYA BERKAWAN DENGAN AWAK KERANA ALLAH SWT -sedutan di dlam antara cinta dan cita2, walaupun tak pergi, tapi ada yg bercerita kat Fiqa- 


Sifat Fiqa:


Senyap/ Sombong- Kalau tak kenal, kalau dah kawan, gila-gila jadinya. I'm full w/ humour.
Sensitive- Takdalah sensitive mana, just cepat terasa, tapi cepat lupakan jugak.
Cepat memaafkan orang- Yep. Fiqa tak suka simpan dendam. Nanti hati jadi sangat hitam and busuk. Takmaulah jadi camtu.
Manja- I'm the only child, faham2 lah [:
Tak matang- Em matang in some part je. Sebab Fiqa tak suka jadi serious sangat. POYO je.


#keburukan fiqa senang orang nampak. tetapi kebaikan fiqa, mereka jadi buta [x ada aku kesah? it's myself <3




p.s: saya nabila afiqah bt nazri. saya hanya permata yang terlindung daripada pandangan si dia. kerana hatinya buta mencari yang kaca.

Hatiku Beku.

Assalamualaikum and Hi [';


Ahaa. About the title. Mmg Fiqa dah bekukan hati Fiqa. untuk tidak disakiti lagi. Jangan suruh Fiqa jadi lembut balik sebab tu memang dah takkan terjadi. Dan lagi satu sebab, Fiqa bekukan hati Fiqa, sebab Fiqa hanya nak mencintai seseorang itu sahaja. Maaf. Fiqa takkan bukakan hati Fiqa untuk yang lain selain daripada dia. Suka hati korang la nak cakap desperate ke apa, but yeah. Fiqa cinta dia sebab Allah SWT, Fiqa syg dia sebab Allah SWT. dan mungkin bukan sekarang. tetapi waktu tu akan tiba. 


Fiqa akan kuatkan diri untuk hidup tanpa dia selama tiga minggu ni, hanya dengan text sahaja Fiqa dapat luahkan kat dia. Em. Diri Fiqa setia kepadanya dan setia menunggu. Fiqa hanya permata yang belum ditemui oleh dia. Maafkan Fiqa, cinta Fiqa hanya untuk insan bernama Mohd. Danially Danish.






#i will love you no matter what, even i have to wait for you, a thousand years more.




p.s: airmata ingin mengalir, tetapi Fiqa tahan. em. hatiku beku, sebab cintaku hanya untukmu. Fiqa tak penah jadi macam ni. Ya Allah. Sakitnya dugaan-Mu terhadapku. Semoga aku tabah menghadapinya. Cukuplah aku kehilangan dia untuk sekali, mungkin bukan sekarang cerita kami, tetapi mungkin akan datang, dan Ya Allah, cintaku terhadapnya tidak akan pernah sekali berubah. tetap seperti dulu. salah aku jugak, bila 1st time dengannya, terlalu jual mahal. dan sekarang dia terlanjur mencintai seseorang. mungkin cintanya kepadaku belum tiba. dengan rela hatiku, biarlah mereka untuk sekarang. aku tak mampu untuk berlawan. aku cuma boleh menegakkan cintaku kepada si dia. walaupun buta mana hati dia. wanita ini tetap mencintai dia, sehingga dia kembali ke pangkuan ku. amin :")

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

I'd tried to hold my tears, all day long.


But today, I've lost to it. I cried. Oh dear, I'm missing you so much :'(


-sigh-


I'm not strong, seriously, I really miss you. And I have nothing, beside you. 


How can I put smiles on my face? How can I be happy?


I love you, boy. Only you, boy. I've promised you. I'll keep on waiting, even it'll cost my life, my tears, my heart. My love is only for you. I've buried you deeply in my heart. And I won't get tired of waiting for you. Its gonna be April 22nd soon. Dashi dorawa. 


-tears-


I'm not faking my tears, because I won't lied for what I feel now. It's painful enough. I'll keep on waiting. I'll keep on holding my phone. For this 3 weeks, thank you for teaching me how to be more patience. To wait for him. Ya Allah. Aku tak kuat...... :'(








#SAYARINDUAWKMOHDDANIALLYDANISH,MYCINTAHATI <3








Spica's Joo Hyun.

She's my fave members in SPICA and she's older than me.






















I'm not trying to say that I got her eyes. I mean we kinda share the same shape and with the eyelids, but mine rounder than her.

Rindu.

Assalamualaikum and Hi [:




Cukuplah tajuk menceritakan segalanya. Ye. Fiqa rindu dia, so? [8 tak salah pun kan? Em. Who can comfort me right now? He's the only one that can cherish my day. Please. I don't want to create another fake smiles tomorrow. I just wanna be happy. It's gonna be 4 days to go, for my memorable day. And I want to be truly happy. Not faking the happiness. April 22nd, please be good to me, I'll appreciate that. Ahh. Penatlah. Sume kata faham Fiqa, tapi kata Fiqa tak faham diorang. Dah kudrat Ilahi, I'm just the only child in the family, siapa Fiqa ada? I got no sisters, no brothers, and when I got closed to people, they think, I'm just the ATTENTION SEEKER which I'm 100% not. And diorang je Fiqa luahkan segala apa Fiqa rasa. And one more thing, I USED TO BE COLDHEARTED BEFORE, I'm scared I'll be coldhearted again. I am not even a SPOILT BRAT. Pssh (._.) Fiqa dah biasa dengan kesusahan before this, the HISTORY of my life, no one knows. Macam mana Fiqa dari kecil, NO ONE KNOWS. so don't judge me like that, dalam fikiran Fiqa, no one knows what I'm thinking about, what I felt inside. CUKUPLAH Fiqa jadi lembut, cukup untuk semuanya. I'll keep on thinking about myself, from now on. Penatlah, Fiqa penat sangat2.
Tengok, kan dah lari tajuk.


I am missing him badly now, can I try to be ego? I dont wanna let him know how sad am I right now, how much I'm missing him. The only thing that I wanna him to see is my smiles, that I always promise to him, to be happy. 


Ya Allah, kuatkan aku. Untuk aku tempuh hari-hari aku tanpa dia. Berikanlah aku kebahagiaan, keceriaan kat hati ni. Aku amat merindui hamba-Mu yg satu tu, ya Allah.
(T.T)


 Fiqa dilahirkan lemah didalam hati ini, bukan tak pernah nak jadi kuat, tapi akhirnya hati fiqa akan keras. Fiqa taknak keraskan hati Fiqa. Fiqa sangat rindu kat dia. </3 Sakitnya. 3 minggu, tolong cepat berlalu.




p.s: sumpah takde mood. maaflah. bye. and MDD, iloveyousomuch. Fiqa tahan diri Fiqa untuk tak text Ly. Maafkan Fiqa, Fiqa rindu & cinta kat Ly sangat2. Salam.

Penat.

PENAT UNTUK SEGALA-GALANYA ['; 










p.s: not in the good mood nowadays. sorry.

Cantik?

Camana nak jadi cantik?




Senang je, bersihkan hati and banyakkan solat.


Air wudu' tu membersihkan segalanya. Betul kan?




-true. Air wudu' make up yg paling asli dan tidak merbahaya.






p.s: sorry kpd yg terasa. tetapi, inilah kebenaran untuk sentiasa kelihatan cantik. tidak perlu pencuci muka yg mahal-mahal, make up yang mahal-mahal. Wudu' and solat tu lagi berharga, untuk menjamin akhirat kita [:

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

Bakal Imamku

Assalamualaikum and Hi [:









Yep, Fiqa try nak happy kan diri sendiri now. Having a bad day, that so difficult and complicated to move on to the other day, may Allah bless my day, tomorrow and make it better. 


Apa yg terjadi, ada hikmahnya. Yep. That's apa mama cakap kat Fiqa, so put on smiles on face and heading to the next day.


Well, yg berkaitan dengan tajuk ni pulak,


Fiqa pasti, dia adalah untuk Fiqa and Insyaallah, he'll be my bakal imam, amin [':


Everything that I go through will be worth it [8 Kesabaran yang tinggi untuk mencapai sesuatu impian, itu yang Fiqa selalu pesan kepada diri sendiri. It's up to you, nak cakap Fiqa ni hypocrite ke, fake ke, i don't even care, Fiqa lakukan kerana Allah SWT. Niat Fiqa kerana Allah SWT. Bukan untuk benefit sendiri, tetapi untuk kebahagiaan dunia and akhirat [:


Cukuplah selama ni, diri Fiqa merana, hati Fiqa terseksa, and I don't care about what you gonna feel anymore. Cukuplah selama ni Fiqa cintakan dia senyap-senyap, cukuplah selama ni Fiqa berkorban. It's time for me to smiles and be happy. Time for me to shine. Time for me to build up my strength once again. And once again, I won't stop loving him




Situasi Fiqa & Sab & Kak Long:


Sab & Kak Long: Kami akan berusaha untuk Fiqa, untuk tolong Fiqa bersama dengan orang lain.


Fiqa: Fiqa takkan buka hati ni untuk sape2, hanya dia, setia Fiqa untuk dia, cinta Fiqa untuk dia hanya dia. Fiqa mungkin tiada bukti untuk semua tuh, tapi hati Fiqa pasti [:
So jangan lah nak kenal kan Fiqa dengan sape2, I will only love, Ly ^-^







p.s: yep. saya cintakan hanya dia. HANYA DIA [8 <3

Sistar- Lead Me




Its all the things that I wanna told you <3




p.s: 나 종말 사랑해요! I love you so much, MDD <3

Bad Day.

I'm pissed off, I'm sad and yeah.










I feel like crying hard. I can't bare the pain I felt. 

Monday, 16 April 2012

Pandangan kosong...

Assalamualaikum and Hi [';


Entahnlah, susah nak describe what I felt now.
Kinda sedih and sakit jugak.


The friendship that I tried to care, I guess its over.


I am sorry if it was my fault. I am sorry for whatever I've done towards you.

But as honest as I can,
I love you like my own sister. I really do. Yes. Serve me right, I lose you.
I am sorry if I ever hurt your feeling. I am sorry for everything that I did. I am hoping, we still can be friends like before. Eventhough we're not going to be in under one roof anymore, but I don't want to break our friendship. You've been with me, thru I'm sad and happy. I've told you everything, inside and out. Since you're been so far away from me, I have no one that I can share anything. I kept all my problems and tears inside my heart. It's painful to let you go away. But since you really wanna be away from me, I am hoping you'll be happy. Until the time we'll go to each other way. In other words, Balqis bt. Abd Manaf, I love you so much, kawan. 




#I HAVE NO ONE, LIKE YOU. YOU'VE BEEN LIKE A SISTER TO ME, AND TODAY, I'VE LOSE YOU. AND AGAIN. THE TEARS FLOWING OUT. MAYBE I DO DID MISTAKES TOWARDS YOU, AND NOW, I AM HOPING YOU'LL FORGIVE ME.#



Sunday, 15 April 2012

SAYA SEDIH.


SEBABKAN......................




dia dah takde kedit. aiyo. mau nanges mehh. camanalaahhh nak harungi 3 minggu nieh?




p.s: fiqa, be strong. <3 wait fer him. ALWAYS. ILY <3

Bedroom Sanctuary- Lagu



ahaaaaaaa [x i am singing this song for him. malu malu. LIVE bt Fiqa <3




p.s: i lavvvv yew shoo much MDD <3

Saturday, 14 April 2012

OFFLINE.



#naktidobermimpikandia,AMIN <3

3 weeks.

Assalamualaikum.


Malam ni. Hati Fiqa ingin berbicara. Ahaaa. Lambat kot tido malam ni.
I used to talk a lot in English here before. But I want all of my viewers to understand it well, so, I'll rojakkan my post. Government of Malaysia. Don't sue me, I'm innocent [x


Well, apa pendapat korang, when your beloved person, gonna get away for 3 weeks. Focusing on exams and stuff? I don't care about the exams, but mesti rasa rindu sangat-sangat kan? Especially a girl like me, that needed attention ['; I'll try my best to understand him. Btw, Hwaiting! So you'll be ppali back to me and I won't cry anymore.


Tadi pun dia tanya ;


Camana eh, nanti 3 minggu ** takde? Mesti fiqa nanges kan? Ni baru tak text sehari, dah nanges, sedih sume. 


Me:


I'll be okay. Try distract my mind with activities, tapi, rindu tu mesti tebal macam gunung kinabalu. ahaaa [i'm not making any sense here, walaupun rindu sangat tebal, tapi, kalau tebal cam gunung kinabalu, bole rabak dada ni] 


Him:


betul tak nanges?


Me:


I lied. I'll be crying of course. 3 minggu kot. Rindu..


Him:


Kan ** dah cakap, biasakan diri tak text **.


Me:


Tamau. Sakit lah tahan tangan lama tu. Sakit tau. (._.)

#Convo between me and him.



Ahaa. So the question is, can I survive this 3 weeks, we'll see about that. tapi pape pun, April 22nd ni, dia takkan lupa <3


<~ NP: Rossa & Pasha- Ku Pinang Kau Dengan Bismillah. <3




dengan restu Allah, I'll be yours again, one day <3 ahaa. not with bismillah je. more okay <3


-hee. bismillah <~ no no no. bukan cmtu. dtg jumpa mama papa dulu. ahaa. mama dah approve dah [x <3






#perbualan ini tiada kaitan dengan yg hidup ataupun yg mati. [ape kena aku ni memalam buta merepek cam gila ni. tp ada kebenaran antara convo tu.]


p.s: I'll be strong. FIQA, HWAITING <3 and i'll update, everyday, for this 3 weeks <3 COUNTDOWN, on HERE <3


#AWEEKTILLMYBDAY<3#

Love me, Hate me?


I'm not as pretty as others, but I got the most prettiest heart [:


Okay. Saya memang teda keja untuk Selca. IDC. I am myself [:


Yep. It's the time for me. No more you.


I ain't a pretty girls. But pretty faces ain't gonna make you pretty, it's from your heart and your mind. 


BIG EYES? Jelly enuff huh? (._.) Sorreh. My heart only for him <3



p.s: I am born to love him, and only gonna be him. <3

Dear God, Please Granted My Wish.

It's nothing big, a simple thing, but I am hoping it. And I'm sincere in it [';














p.s: I Love You <3

Friday, 13 April 2012

BANGUN TIDO.


ON LAPPY.


UPDATE BLOG & REAL FB


OFFLINE.


TENGOK MOVIE <3


p.s: i'm such a loner w/o you. pfft. cepat-cepat topup, please. boleh nanges ni. rindu.




<~nyanyi Letto: Permintaan Hati.


Saya sangat silly sekarang ni. Em. Baby I'm sho lonely lonely lonely. 


Baby you've light up my world like nobody else <3




I AM 1 DIREACTIONERS, INSPIRIT, SAY A and w/o fans name yet [BTOB & Nu'Est] <3

이민혁(BTOB)








He's cute~!

<~ singing BTOB- Insane <3

AFRB...

SAYA TENSION!


MANA SATU NAK KENA AMEK NI.
TRADE DEBTOR = A/C RECEIVABLE?
TRADE CREDITOR = A/C PAYABLE?


KALAU NAK TENGOK DEKAT FINANCIAL STATEMENT BETUL2, KAT MANA?
BANYAKNYE DIA PUNYE ANAK BERANAK.
AHHHHHHHHH. BOLE GILA LA SKRG NI.


MUHIBBAH ENGINEERING, NAPE LA KAU PUNYA FINANCIAL STATEMENT CAMTU SEKALI.


NUMBER OF SHAREHOLDERS... (TT.TT) NUMBER OF THE ALLOTMENT OF SHARES.


NASEB BAEKLAAH NEXT YEAR HABIS DEGREE NI. BOLEH LA KEJE JAP, THEN FLY STUDY KAT MANA-MANA FOR MASTER.




p.s: awk, igt janji dlu, study sama-sama <3

Thursday, 12 April 2012

Fantastic Baby (Teen Top Cover)

Lolss.


This is sooooo FUNNY~! (^-^)






Neil, Oh my, stop being GD. You're totally lose control about it, and HILARIOUS! lols.


Ricky/ TOP? So not cool! lols. CAP is better to be in TOP's position.


ChangJo? Lols. Aigoo. They're just INSANE.

Cepatlah.

Cepatlah bulan May, 2013.


Nak pergi Sabah. Tak sabar nak jumpa.






Ya Allah, 


Permudahkan perjalanan hamba-Mu ini ('; sesungguhnya, inilah yang ku inginkan selama ni. <3






p.s: jangan risau, fiqa makan banyak2 kat cnie, bler jumpa, ada org suap! aha. wee~! <3 cinta hati fiqa, jaga diri eh? syg awk banyak2 mokmok! <3


truthfully,
your bambam <3




#mood:excitednyeeeeeee~~! <3

Salah ke....

Assalamualaikum :')

Niat hati ingin berbicara tentang apa yang fiqa rasa sekarang. Tapi, better not, let's just limit what I'll talk in this blog. Bukan ingin meraih simpati, pujian tetapi melakukan dengan niat, kerana Allah. Selama fiqa hidup didunia ni, tak pernah sekalipun dicaci, dimaki. Tetapi, mungkin dengan kesalahan sendiri, yang dibuat tanpa disedari, diri ini telah dipandang rendah oleh mereka.

Yep. Fiqa manja, fiqa anak tunggal. Mungkin tu jugak faktor fiqa belum matang sepenuhnya, tetapi, berkaitan dengan soal hati & perasaan, mungkin itu fiqa sudah matang. Tetapi, jangan judge fiqa dar luaran sahaja, dengan kata-kata yang amat menusuk kalbu. Pengorbanan fiqa untuk seorang hamba allah yang memang fiqa cinta sampai sekarang, walaupun pernah ditulis di blog ini, kerana asalnya memang blog ini ditujukan kepada si dia, tetapi, fiqa tahu, ada mata-mata lain yang membaca blog ini, tetapi jangan lah kata, apa yang fiqa lakukan selama ini tidak ikhlas dari hati fiqa.

Fiqa ikhlaskan hati ini untuk segala-galanya, mahupun dunia atau akhirat. Diri fiqa masih merangkak untuk menjadi seorang muslimah, untuk memperkuatkan lagi ilmu didada, dan fiqa tahu, manusia itu tidak sempurna, termasuk fiqa, tetapi, fiqa tidak serendah dengan apa mereka sangkakan. Salah ke? Untuk menyintai seseorang? dengan sepenuh hati fiqa. Sumpah demi Allah, selama fiqa hidup, fiqa TIDAK pernah menyayangi atau mencintai seseorang seperti fiqa mencintai dia. Hati fiqa bukan milik fiqa lagi, tetap kepadanya, walaupun cuba melupakannya, cuba membencinya, cuba lari daripadanya, tetapi, sekuat mana fiqa cuba melakukannya, fiqa kembali kepadanya, sebab fiqa ikhlas dan betul cintakannya. 

Yepp. Setiap hari, hanya Allah yg mendengar rintihan hati fiqa, sebab fiqa bukan jenis yang menceritakan masalah and menjaja masalah sendiri kepada org lain. Fiqa jenis yg pendam, dan kepada Allah jugak fiqa melepaskan segala yg terbuku kat hati fiqa ni. Bukan untuk mendongak dagu, bukan untuk menunjuk, tetapi ini suatu kebenaran and fakta dalam hidup fiqa. Cukuplah. Cukuplah dengan segalanya. Misi hidup fiqa sekarang untuk berjaya dan banggakan mama and papa, serta untuk membuat diri fiqa ini kembali senyum dan kehadiran si dia, sentiasa membuat senyuman fiqa terukir di bibir. Betapa maknanya diri dia terhadap fiqa. 

You can judge me by this because you might think, i am just a silly person, but excuse me, eventhough i've cried many times, and those cries made me stronger and mature. please get a life and please please please stop stalking me. i don't know who you are, those person with ANONYMOUS NAME :3 stop. don't hurt me anymore. it's too much to spread those stuff, spreading the news that it's not sincere if i ever sacrificed anything for my own good. It's just KARMA. Good things for good person and bad things for bad person. And I'll pray for you guys to have good life for your own and you don't need to interfere anything anymore. FULSTOP.


p.s: i am nabila afiqah bt. nazri. the person with full of knowledge, that's the meaning of my name. i am soon-to-be-accountant. please look at yourself before badmouthing about others. forgive my words and i already forgive you guys. we're even. SALAM <3


#tearfallingwithoutmyselfnoticing.

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Shila Amzah- Patah Seribu





Walau kau tiada di sini
Ku tetap ingat semua pesanmu
Ku hidup seolah-olah kau masih ada
Bisikan kata kepadaku

Bilakah kau akan utuskan surat buatku
Aku terus menunggu tibanya kata cintamu

oh.. patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

Biar pergimu tanpa relamu
Namun hatiku tetap rasa
Kejamnya kau meninggalkanku dengan nota-nota
Cinta buat kita berdua bila kan ku bisa menerima ketiadaanmu
Kan ku bakar semua hapuskan semua kenangan

Patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

Sayangku mohon padamu
Segera tinggalkanku
Pergilah kau ke tempat yang kau tuju
Pasti ada hikmah buatmu dan juga buat diriku


AGAIN, the tears.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I FEEL REALLY SAD TONIGHT.


MAY TOMORROW, MY DAY WILL BE FILL WITH RAINBOWS AND LIGHTS.


MAKES ME AND YOU SMILES, THATS THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS.


BUT RIGHT NOW, ONLY MY TEARS CAN SPEAK UP.


BECAUSE I MISS YOU SO MUCH. AND I KNOW YOU DON'T.






p.s: ILOVEYOU </3

hanya kata awak yang saya turuti

hey.
i dedicated this post to, err, him. duhh C:


kalau awk nak cakap yg sy ni tak ikut ckp awk, awk slah. hny nasihat and kata2 awk je yg sy ikut, tau. mungkin sy tkde bukti nk ckp tu sume, tp apa yg sy ckap ni, adalah benar. marah sy, sebab marah tanda syg. dan sy suka kena tegur ngn awk sbb tu nmpk yg awk care kt sy. kita hanya kwn sekarang, tp tu tak melupuskn rasa sy kt awk. tau? takut awk marah, takut awk merajuk. sbb sy tkmau awk rasa marah sedih kt sy. sy happy skrg sbb awk. dan sy mau awk happy jugak bila dgn sy. sy just upset ngn diri sy mlm ni. sbb sy tk dpt rasa yg diri sy berguna kt awk. sy rasa sgt tak berguna. walaupun awk ckp awk xske dgr sy ckp cmtu, tp sy mmg rse tk brguna dah. sy gagal dlm segala-galanya. sy nk jd yg trbaik. semoga stu hari nnt, sy dpt jaga awk dgn betul2. buat awk happy. tu plg penting. sbb sy cinta kt awk dan takkan pernah berhenti, walaupun sesaat. listen to that song and its lyric and you'll know what i meant, syg <3 awk, jge dri kt sana, makan jgn lupa, solat jgan tinggal, kalau sakit, makan ubat tu. kalau asthma, bwak inhaler tu pegi mana-mana, if migraine, you need painkillers and  good luck for your final exams next week. jgan lupa birthday sy, sy tggu awk wish. [': and sy syg awk, cinta awk sgt2. tido lena, mimpi indah. jgan nakal2 tau? my heart is yours. assalamualaikum <3 [':

Thank You.

Dedicated to Kak Long Aqilah and Dayang Nur Sabrina.


THANK YOU FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY TODAY, SINCE NEXT WEEK WE CAN'T CELEBRATE IT TOGETHER ^-^ 


THANKS FOR THE SURPRISES, THE PIZZA, THE PASTA AND THE SECRET RECIPE'S CAKE <3


THANK YOU SO MUCH. AND I APPRECIATE IT. WELL, THANKS FOR MAKING YOUR FRIEND SMILING WIDELY. LOLS. I LOVE YOU GUYS!


to my other friends, AQISS, IQA and IRA, i love you guys too <3 it's okay. friendship are everything for me. i got you guys. and i love you <3


p/s: mr. gemok, i failed to be the best. mian. at least i got to record that song for you. sorry sebab sengau, you know i've cried kan kan? i am sorry. cepat cepat tanya kawan kenapa tak dapat bukak. it's my effort for you. i love you so much, that's what i try to prove it to you, eventhough i know you miss someone else, its pain to go through it all, tapi, i am always by your side. and yeah. terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu. <3

tears.

I CAN'T STOP CRYING.
I FAILED TO DO SOMETHING THAT I WANNA DO FOR HIM.
DEAR ALLAH,
GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO CONTINUE WHATEVER I WANNA DO FOR HIM.
MAKE ME STRONG PLEASE






#finding good songs for me to sing :'(

Terukir di Bintang

ditujukan khas untuk dia, 4 minggu dia tak dapat tengok my update, so, love, just read everything that i dedicated it for you [':









Tuesday, 10 April 2012

Fiqa, hanya Fiqa.

Ahaa,
170cm.
Betul ke fiqa ni seorang perempuan or perempuan jadian? ahaaaa.JK

I am truly, purely a woman okay.
Yep! Fiqa tinggi. Sebab ikut tinggi arwah nenek. Ahha. Jangan jealous! lols. JK!

Modelling?

Sesuatu yg fiqa menceburi time kecik-kecik dulu. Iklan pampers, jangan cakap la. I've used to be the baby model for PAMPERS and more ^-^ tapi currently, I am thinking to be involved back, but I have to lose some weight and yeah, get the perfect body. and I think it back, I shouldn't involved with this kind of things, since I've promised someone, that I'll changed myself to be more Muslimah [: 

getting myself busy, with songwritting, looking for anyone that can composed a song. help Kyozora please, we got lotsa lyrics to be composed! C: 

Miss A Suzy- 166cm.

Currently, she admitted that her height same with me. And because of her, I really believe in dreams C: Suzy, she's my 1st bias, she's my perfect idol! and yeah. we kinda share the same personality, the average person ^^ but the different, she's a star, and i'm just climbing up the stairs to be like her. i love her attitude, and not being cute with every guy, like an IDOL from girls day, like A-Pink. i am not bashing, but being cute isn't anything. just be yourself, that's what people love more ^^ and Miss A, DAEBAK~! C: I am Say A and Inspirit. and I ship L & Suzy, so what? it's not the personal matters, it just, they're perfect together~! C:


this something from my friend, Iqa, for me.


just read the title: takut kerana terlalu berani, it's about me :') thanks kawan.


STALKER:
thanks for stalking me ^-^ why dont you just follow my blog then? to increase my follower, i'll appreciate that. lols. (^-^) I don't hate both of you. yeah. i kinda messing up things lately, but only Allah knows what I feel. tiada simpan dendam dan sumpah seranah, cuma dengan doa sahaja fiqa dapat membalasnya. sesungguhnya, kalian tidak tahu, siapa diri fiqa sebenarnya, kecuali si dia yang lebih mengenali fiqa, sepenuhnya. i look like i am strong, but i am weak inside. *holding my phone* and here, i'll spread my love, not in my blog, jaja cerita sana sini. diri yang tak terbela, biarlah berjalan dengan sendiri. i am just myself. and Insyaallah, one day, Allah akan tunaikan doa-doa ku selama ni. [: so, put smiles on your face and delete my blog url from your history. don't stalk me anymore. maybe i'm wrong, but i can see the increasing viewers on my page, and i guess it's you. btw, this blog, i've made for someone, and that someone read my blog too. 


p/s: sorry if i do make some mistakes towards anyone. it's not my intention. if loving you was a sin, i don't care and i'll still love you <3

Facts

THE PRETTIEST SMILES HIDE THE DEEPEST SECRET.

THE PRETTIEST EYES HAVE CRIED THE MOST TEARS.

AND THE KINDEST HEART HAVE FELT THE MOST PAIN.


-true-

Sakit.

THANK YOU FOR THE SICKNESS.


                                               SAYA DEMAM & BATUK. AHAAA



                                  SO CAMANA NAK RECORD THE SONG THAT I WANTED TOO? 야! 


내~내~내~, 가수미 떸!! I LOVE YOU, 너를 사랑해!!

hands that need to type

Assalamualaikum :)

Yeah, it's been so long since I've updated my blog. AGAIN [x Well. Kinda busy with assignments and exams and soon, FINAL EXAM. ahh bagai nak pecah pulak pale ni. WEE~! I can't wait this April 22nd!! ^-^ hoping, i'll get what i've dreamt of before. lols. ^^ ahh btw, nak cter pasal apa lg eh? 

HAVE YOU WATCH SHUT UP FLOWER BOY BAND? ^-^


I'm in love with Kwon Ji Hyuk a.k.a Sung Joon <3 and the song, JAYWALKING *humming it* and yeah. my fave LEE HYUN SOO!! ^^ i love him so much. *eyesmiles eyesmiles* and the girl in there, Lee Soo Ah! C: She's pretty am I right? Aigoo. Can I be like her? Plus, she's natural beauty person ^^ and and, I LOVE YOU I LIKE YOU by L & YERIM, that's the best ever. well kinda making that cover, for someone. yeah (._.) lols. tunggu eh, nanti dapat lah that song from me.

YESTERDAY....

If we're still together, we gonna be 8th month, and we've known each other for a year too. but we've broke up for a month. lol. you might think im doing those calculation, and it's silly [x but that's the way I can show you, how much I care for you. and I already promised you that I'll smile more now, than I used to cry more before ^-^ as long, you're there. (.3.) and boleh pulak k.long pasang lagu demi cinta by kerispatih in car, tahan je la air mata tu, so it won't fall [: hey, I LOVE THAT YOU CALL ME BAMBAM. lols (._.) sengal gila la fiqa ni. duhh. hakikat kan orang tembam. ahah. lastly, don't ask any question that related to heart, you know the answer. lols.



LWBB a.k.a LAW.

haha. we gonna build a company and decided to make wedding planner company, and our name will be Happy Ending Sdn Bhd. kinda cool la. since i love to design wedding dress so much, so yeah, that's the great idea than cleaning services [x btob(born to bersih), cuci sdn bhd..blah blah blah.. sungguh lawak ye tuan tuan and puan puan *imitate chef wan*


and AFRB a.k.a Financial Accounting.

(._.)
calculations, comments. for 2 years, using the ratio's formula. DAYMNNN. and will be submitted on my birthday. GREAT (._.)


RYU HWAYOUNG & RYU HYOYOUNG~!

We shared the same birthdate ^^ it's miracle. i've found my twins. and they are the IDOL in South Korea, plus the BRAZIL's player, Ricardo Kaka! OMG~! C: I'm shupa osheemm liddat ^-^ well, April 22nd, here we goooooooooooooooooo~~~!!




EARLY 2013,

*fly to EUROPE with mama & papa*

MIDDLE 2013,

*fly to Sabah, INSYAALLAH* ^-^ I can't wait I can't wait. Supposed I go there this May, but I have some treatment to attend for 2 weeks (the only semester break that UNITEN gave) yeah. PAPA, pulau MANUKAN jom jom!

END 2013,

I'll finished my studies in BACHELOR of ACCOUNTING~! yesh. imma aweshumm liddat [x



p/s: I love you (=^-^=)