Will be the busiest week...

Assalamualaikum, Hi & 안녕하새요!!!!

Well alhamdulillah I'd arrived Uniten in one piece C: and its kinda tiring day, especially when have some probbies in the BUS.

TRANSNATIONAL BUS:

not as professional as the name and as the Tourism's Bus. I need complain somehow. but I am just a person without any power to be as strict as them. well, one sentence, please improve.

MARA LINER BUS:

eventhough their bus not as comfortable as Transnational Bus, but they're systematic and professional than the EXPENSIVE one C: thumbs up, MARA LINER!

[okaii. enuff with the bus matter, but this experience will make me mature]

back to the topic, why did I say this week gonna be the busiest week?

let me tell you guys, one-by-one okay? ^w^

Monday[tomorrow]:

Class until 5pm and 2 quizzes which are for the management accounting[AMAB] and advanced taxation[ATXB] .____________. #le'dies!

Tuesday:

Class until 4pm if i am not mistaken, GAMELAN practices on the night :C

Wednesday:

Class until 7pm, MPP's stuff [4-5pm] and GAMELAN at night again C:

Thursday:

Class until 4pm C: the end of all classes!

Friday:

Resting day, FUTSAL at night[with my gangs]

Saturday:

Maybe GAMELAN practices for a day .____________________. tired tired :C

Sunday:

Resting Day again.

I need some energy but how am I gonna get those energy? I am busy and I don't have any appetite at all. If Ly's reading this post, he gonna nag at me. ya~! bie, don't always nag at me, you should eat too. and don't be too stress especially with your ACCOUNTING subject C: and now we're barely texting right? and just now, when we're texting, I think we getting better. HWAITING LyQa!! <3 Saranghaeyo Mohd Danially Danish! <3

#barelytextingthatdoesntmeanhedoesntloveme.

a note for my dearest boyf.

I will always love you, remember you, missing you and care for you. Take care my love, do eat your meals and do pray to Allah S.W.T okay? My prayers always accompany wherever you go and Lyqa will always gonna be forever C: Amin <3

#offtostudyAMAB&ATXB .___________________________.v

[Danially, I am waiting for your text, bie <3]

A Part of Us That'll Stay Forever..

Still remember this, bie?


[this post dedicated to Mohd. Danially Danish]


Our Songs:

1st: Girl's Day- If You Give Your Heart

2nd: Zivilia Band- Aisheteru

3rd: Pasha UNGU- Percaya Padaku

4th: Pasha & Adelia- Penghujung Cinta

5th: Romance- Ku Ingin Kamu

6th: Hafiz & Adira- Ombak Rindu

Fiqa still ingat lagi when the first time I'm confessing to you *blush* and the Teddy Bear Moment, the Puppy L C: the 1st date, on the rooftop. the first kiss on the cheek. the first moment together, it still fresh in my mind. I've been wondering did you remember those? Because I do C: and will always been. Did you still remember our 2-Days break up? Because I do, I fell sick and you was worried. I am sorry. At that time, I really wanna fly to you, and you feel the same. and that time, I keep on listening to the Chocolat- One More Day. and now I got the chance to reconcile with you, and I'll try hard to make you, yes you *points at ly* you. because this girl love you sincerely. and I swear, I never love a guy like I love you. Lastnight, when I saw your PM to me, I do, cry as always. I miss us on FB too. but I need to avoid FB and Twitter. I won't be there. I just can tell you whats on my mind thru this blog, which dedicated to you and texts C';


[#NP: Super Junior- Marry You, tears]


I am not the strong girl. I fake a smile everyday, so no one will worry and keep on worrying about me. But deep inside, I am still the sad girl. I can put a smile on my face, because you're the reason behind my happiness. I won't let you go away. Never ever again. I am strong because of you, I am happy because of you and I'll make you happy C:


so. let me remind you about the song again.


1st- the started of our journey.
2nd- because we're so far away.
3rd- i'll always have my trust in you.
4th- i'll pray for us to end up marrying each other.
5th- i want you more and more each day.
6th- that's my song to you. and when you hear to that song, keep on remembering me C'; 


p/s: I LOVE YOU!

Today.....

Assalamualaikum, Hi & 안녕하새요!!!


Well today, what should I describe it? I guess, it was Okaiiii <3


I am successfully persuade mama and papa to bring me to the Midvalley's DubuDubu and I ate the Beef Bulgogi set which RM20.90 with Citron Tea RM4.90 C: and mama drank the Ginger Tea and papa ordered the Aloe Vera Punch and both of them ate the Burger King's offered burger, the Grilled Chicken Burger Meal, which cost RM5.90 each (kinda cheap btw). and before we're heading back, we ate ice cream at Gelatomio ( the Green Tea and Chocolote Chilli, you should try those, thumbs up!!)


[well i'll upload those picca when I'm back to my campus C: I left my USB driver there]


I am completed by buying the Jane Lazar's Company & Group Financial Accounting's book and finished my RM50's coupon by buying the new calculator, a few highlighters and pens.


Well. My heart need to speak up:


Ly, I know you gonna read this. I respect for all your decision, and I'll follow it. I know sometimes texting tires us and you need some space and I'll give you that, I just want you to be with me when I needed you the most, when I feel sad, when I needed someone to hold on, to cuddle with, to comfort me thru it all. I'll sacrifice everything so both of us will be better in the mean time. Because I need you when I wake up and you're the last person I think about before I go to sleep. I love you so much and I am gonna wait for you forever, love. I promise you that. and I am sure, that no one can be like me. I am your Fiqa and I am sincere towards Us, love. I love you so much C': I'll always pray for us. We gonna be better soon <3




[ahh. I am too emotional, duhh, the EMOTIONAL UNSTABLE GIRL Cx]


ha~! the flower boy ramyun shop *w* I LAFF YOU LEE GI WUU~!! and for sho, Jung Il Woo too <3 I wanna be Yang EunBi~! 2 Men fight over a girl. in my dream xD i got my guy, and i don't need another one. 


MARRIAGE .______________.v mama, I'm still young to talk about it C:


it started when, we're watching the Sumpahan Kum Kum on the AstroFirst. Lols. She's funny when she's suddenly get this topic to talk with me. Well I'll tell you mama, when I am ready. I need to finish my study first, of course C: and....


BABY's stuffs. [Mohd Danial Rayyan <3]


I walked into the Kid's place just now and keep on looking at the babies corner Cx I am so silly when I started to smile, alone.....[AWKWARD] and mama was looking at me that time. [DOUBLE AWKWARD]. Lols. Forget it. I am surely name my baby boy, Mohd Danial Rayyan and my baby girl Damia Afiqah C: I love those name, so much *w* and sure, they got the best meaning ever C: 


okay. STOP with it. I am imagining that I am a mommy now C:


a piece of note to my love one;


fiqa tetap sayang kat ly walaupun kita masih bergelora, dan setiap kali fiqa berdoa, nama ly tetap akan muncul, semoga Allah S.W.T merestui hubungan kita kali kedua dan fiqa tidak sama sekali akan buat silap untuk kali ini. semoga hubungan kita bersih dari segala dosa, sesungguhnya, fiqa hanya tetap mencintai dan menunggu ly sahaja C': Assalamualaikum.

Current Mood....

I Mish The Old Us......

[reading our PM, tears]

If and only If, I can change US back like before, I'll try hard. I love you, Mohd Danially Danish.

Home, I am his Baby Girl...

[#NP: Super Junior- Marry You]

Assalamualaikum & Hi~!!

Well tak tau nape, but I am addicted with this song, maybe because of k.long qila or sab that always keep on repeating this song. I love it. and you can hear it by clicking the playlists that I already set it up C:

and I am here, in my house in KL~! Woohoo~! <3 <3

Sadly, I've been forced by my mum to finished the food and I feel bloated now and I wanna throw up badly, but I can't because my tummy too empty before. I have some disease which I don't have any appetite to eat, anything. Maybe like what Sab said, EMOTIONAL UNSTABLE. Lols. Maybehhh~!! Ngee C: I'll try to stable myself back in this week, but I am pretty okay that I don't have those appetite, so I can lose some weight and be pretty like others rwaite? but Ly doesn't want me to be the TIANG LAMPU, because [tiang lampu] is not pretty and not comfortable to be hug. Ngee C: and I've been advised by Iqa, Sab and Ly for not been able to eat much, and today, I feel restless and feel like going to pass out anytime in the examination hall.

For Ly,

His family got this event which the dart competition, and as powerful like ANGRY BIRD, my boyfriend win the 2nd place and get the hamper, and I am sure that he made the ANGRY BIRD sound. lols. C: well you're amazing, love <3 and congrats to my future-mother-in-law and future-sis-in-law for winning the 1st & 3rd place too <3 Bie, I really wanna spend some time with your family, cuz it's fun! Insyaallah, I'll be there, in Sabah as soon as possible, I wanna be and feel to be apart of your family, love <3

For Qis,

Qis, settle baik-baik with abang kayz? Fiqa risau tengok K.Hana & K.Nadia masuk campur dengan hal korang. Well think about it carefully okay? He made the same mistake for 2nd time and you have to think about the future, remember what Ibu's said. Meet him for the last time, and end it, because in my opinion, Abang made Ibu hurt too by treated you like that. Well. I don't wanna see you keep on fighting with him C: ILYSMQIS <3

Tomorrow's plan?

1st- Find Jane Lazar's book in Mukmin or Minerva.

2nd- Persuade mama bawa pegi mamam dekat DUBUDUBU in Midvalley.

3rd- Search for the medicine C:

4th- Texting with LY [it's a must, i wanna have some time with you, love]

5th- Flower Boy Ramyun Shop, CHA CHI SOO [Jung Il Woo] <3

6th- Persuade mama to buy for me the SAMSUNG NEXUS for my B'day C:

1st Anniversary Plan [10/8/2012]:

1st- Meet you. In Sabah. Insyaallah C:

2nd- Introduce you to mama and papa C: get to know each other family well.

3rd- Completely transform and get ready to be a good MUSLIM gf for you.

4th- Completely TAKEN by you <3

a little notes for the love one C:

Ly, I Love You <3 C; and will always love you, I'll keep on praying for us <3

사랑해요!!!! <3

Offline. Sleepeh Babehh~! Text me, Love <3

Offline ._____________.v

I need some REST

              TO WAKE UP AT 4AM WITH DNS [SAB]

and study for AISB's quiz.

                                                                         and i am freakkehhh LazyBUMBUM.

#le'dies

Current Situation C:

Dayang Nur Sabrina is :

SINGING~!!!

and i am laughing like hell .____________________.v

Three Meaningful Lyrics...

Oh well~!! it's nothing. those are my fav songs now C:

1st: Geisha- Vanilla & Coklat OST

2nd: Deff Leppard- Chingu's recommendation

3rd: Ombak Rindu OST- specially for Danially <3

p/s: well i love that songs so much C: and and it is so meaningful for me. i can't hate you mister, ly, cuz what i can do is to love you, and always love you C: me here me here. and you're excited to read my blog rwaite? but as you can see, look alike this blog, specially made for you. lols. i'll do anything dear C: byebyeyeom~! <3

Geisha- Cinta & Benci



Bagaimana cara membuatmu bahagia
Nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
T’lah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
Agar kau percaya cintaku berharga
Tak kuat ku menahanmu
Mempertahankan cintaku
Namun kau begitu saja
Tak pernah merindu

Sungguh aku tak bisa
Sampai kapan pun tak bisa membenci dirimu
Sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
Sulit untuk ku bisa
Sangat sulit ku tak bisa
Memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa
Apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
Tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi
T’lah lama ku menantimu
Diam sendiri menunggu
Setengah hati mencinta
Ku sakit karenamu


Sulit untuk ku bisa
Sangat sulit ku tak bisa
Memisahkan segala cinta dan benci
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Membenci dirimu
Sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Sampai kapan pun tak bisa
Memisahkan segala cinta dan benci
Cinta dan benci
Yang ku rasa

Deff Leppard- When Loves & Hates Collide


You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand baby, united we fall

Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All I know I can't fight this flame
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you
One night alone Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other baby, like an act of war
I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes

There's a time and a place and a reason
And I know I got a love to believe in
All I know got to win this time
[Repeat Chorus]
[SOLO]

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby...Crazy...Crazy

Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
If you have a heart at all
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

Hafiz & Adira- Ombak Rindu


Adira :
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Hafiz :
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Adira :
Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hafiz :
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hafiz & Adira :
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Hafiz:
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Adira:
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Don't You Walk Away...

Again~! Meet me here again C:

Well, 

Assalamualaikum, Hello & 안녕하새요!

[........SILENT.........]

[#NP: Wondergirls- Be My Baby]

Well, firstly, let's talk about L.O.V.E~!

My fav subject & fav topic ever. Ngee~!! ^w^ What did you guys think about LOVE?

In my opinion, love is something that we needed in life, and it doesnt mean the LOVE love! well what i mean is, the love, between a guy and a girl, we need it but we need the love from Allah more than anything, the love from our families & friends, the love between the earthlings and yush~! the love between us and our parents, that the most precious C: 

I am not perfect to say that I dont need the LOVE love C: I need it, and I am answer it, honestly. That's the reason I am with that person, yesh, its you, MOKMOK *points to you* Ngee C: He's truly shine my life, which is dull in the first place before he came into my life. But yeah, every relationship do HAVE UPS & DOWN rwaite? ^w^ and we've been in that stage, last SUNDAY but we're going thru it and ALHAMDULILLAH, everything was fine :) and thanks to my others, that backing me up when I am really breaking down. 

[#NP: Ft. Island- Severely]

Dear Dear Dear..... Peppo C:

I am currently missing my grandma, which passed away last 2 months C': and Nek, Fiqa akan dengar pesanan nenek, Fiqa tamau lupakan apa nenek dah buat untuk Fiqa, and Fiqa rindu nenek sangat-sangat, sometimes, Fiqa still rasa nenek ada kat rumah, ada dekat sisi Fiqa, Fiqa rindu nenek sangat, baju nenek sentiasa dekat sebelah Fiqa bila tido C': Fiqa nak jadi cucu solehah untuk nenek C: dan Ly kena jaga fiqa kan nek? Ehehe. Tetibe muncul nama tu. AHAHA. Nek, Fiqa sentiasa doakan kesejahteraan nenek kat sana. Sayang nenek selamanya C:

[trans: nanny, i'll listened what you always told me before and your last message before you go to mama :') fiqa is missing you so badly now and i am alone and no one backing me up now, but i am you strong grandchild right? ^w^' your cloth always beside me when i am sleeping, i miss the scent of my greatest grandma. I wanna be your best grandchild and be the good moslem :') and ly has to take of me right? ngee C: I'll always pray for your happiness nek, and I LOVE YOU ALWAYS... <3]

[#NP: Infinite- Be Mine]

Err. No Comment. Well. Love to KPop? That's for sho peppo ^w^. and INFINITE is my fav <3 and my BIAS~!! *shout* Kim MyungSoo~!! <3 *Q* I Laff Him so MUCH~! Ngee C: and I Laff Teen Top's Rapper: C.A.P~! <3 omona~! *Q* -amazed by their handsome-ness- and you guys should listen to Miss A's new song: TOUCH~! ^w^ and if you're emotional, listen to CHOCOLAT- Hareuman Deo/ One More Day [p/s: ly, thats the song that i listened to when we're in critical stage :')]

[#NP: Infinite- Paradise & T-ara- Lovey Dovey]

I am in groovy mood, I don't wanna study, and I am waiting to go back home tomorrow, at last. and because of some matters, I have to go back C: Mama, mama, nak mama kat DUBU DUBU *Q* i want some dolsot bibimbap and kimchi and miso and some others. yeah~! JAPCHAE~!!! <3

[p/s: you guys never had any idea what was that rwaite? it's KOREANESE FOOD] <3 <3

-poof-

I'll think some other ideas for next post C;

Seeya~! Laff, Fiqa <3

Introducing Me.. Afiqah Nazri C:

Assalamualaikum, Hello, 안녕하새요!!

Well if you ever follow my old blog, you might recognized me. So now I am back with my new blog~! So, don't forget to click on the -FOLLOW- and do follow my blog b'cause now I am trying to get my life settled down and I'll promise I'll update this blog, well, not every single day, but maybe, when I have times, most probably okay? ^w^ well let me introduce myself, I am Nabila Afiqah bt Nazri and staying in Cheras, Malaysia, currently studying in UNITEN Muadzam Shah, which located near with Kuantan, but not as modern as KL and other metropolitan city in Malaysia, to make it short, I'm in the JUNGLE~! woohoo. ._____________.v don't mind me with my craziness b'cause you guys will know it soon C: well. you can call me either Fiqa or Afiqah or Bell, but not BELLA b'cause someone said that name suitable for playgirls or bad girls which I won't ever be categorized in those categories. With this information, I am sorry for being typically boring b'cause I don't know what to tell in this post.

Erm. Yeah~! .......... [AWKWARD, crickets]

Okay, let me tell you the history of this blog, how I get those cool URL C: well, credit to Dayang Nur Sabrina Rahim, b'cause she's the one that given me that NUKILAN HATI FIQA C: and this blog was special made for my boyfriend, Mohd. Danially Danish C: I can't have any other social network than this due to some matters to be avoided :) so bie, this is the blog that I am gonna updated always and ILAFFYOU <3 and with the BLOG's name, a girl with a heartbeat, practically for me :) yeah, i am surely breathing and living like you guys ^w^ and duhh~!! i gotta feelings too *dance to b.e.p-i gotta feelings* LOLS~! and. peppo~! i need your attention C: can you please and please recommend me some pretteh picca for my blogg rwaite~!! <3

My Family in Campus [mostly my TOP 5 bestfriends in UNITEN].
p/s: my friends, please don't take it serious with this rank okay? laffyouguyssomuch~!

1st- Balqis bt. Abd Manaf:

She's my KAKAK~! Qis, thanks for everything kay? I laff you always and won't ever leave you, meoowww meoowww C:

2nd- Dayang Nur Sabrina:

My Sabah's & Sarawak's sister. Well Sab, what I can say, I am loyal to be by your side, we're fight on the same time, cry on the same time and I guess, you're my other half C:

3rd- Siti Noor Atiqah:

Iqa~!! let's us be those TOP blogger one day, should we? ^w^ well, you're the best advisor and listener too. and yeah, don't judge her by book DUDE & DUDETTES~!! C: and back off, she's MINE C:

4rd: Nor Fatirah:

My Korean Drama's Collector. Well Ira, thanks for everything sayang~! I'll stay by your side, on your happy and sad moment. Do rely on me :)

5th: Nurul Aqilah a.k.a K.Long:

She's my tutor, my motivator and my mama. I will make you proud K.Long C: Don't worry, there's not gonna be rainy days anymore, now, it'll shine and HOT like you want C: the purfect summer C: rwaite? sayang kak long sangat sangat!

Lastly, A Note from My Heart to My Special One [MDD]:


" Hey Ly, well yeah, I'm mentioning you now. and I am not worry anymore, b'cause I wanna show you the sincere of my love to you. Well you always be there for me when I needed you, you're the one that always remind me of Allah S.W.T, you're the one the reason that I am still live here and breathing. All I can do is I'll wait for you forever and I won't STOP and please don't ask me to do anything that you think it's impossible for me to follow. And here, I wanna ask for your forgiveness for my wrongdoings, mistakes and whatsoever. I'll pray for US always and I wanna make you happy like you did to me :) I love you so much and I can't describe it from words, and I wanna you realized, that I am your sunshine and you're my sunshine too, that I don't wanna lose even once, ANYMORE C: well let us just live our life like before and forget everything okay? Open a new book, with new memories. This girl will never understand the word of TIRED waiting for you, b'cause I am truly not C: take your time dear, take our relationship slow and not rush, fix everything that used to happened and you'll get the ORIGINAL me soon, dear <3 neakko hajja~! *sings INFINITE-BE MINE* lewls, you know why INFINITE rwaite? it's the first time we're met C: you're the SEPET person there. Ngee C; I won't forget you, always remember you, always love you and always missing you, and hoping you'll feel the same. and last word, i love you so much, bie boo mokmok badak vampy <3


                                                                                                                              truth,
                                                                                                                              yr girl, FIQA             "